THE FATHER of murdered Caterham schoolboy Breck Bednar has told a court he feels "like someone has hit me over the head with a hammer".In a victim statement read out to Chelmsford Crown Court today, Breck's father Barry said: "It feels like someone has hit me over the head with a hammer. I have lost my joy, my hope for the future. I'm a shell of a man, wracked with guilt. I cannot live with the thought that I did not protect him. If only we had known about the danger this guy [Lewis...
